My Mind....Detached

Lately my mind has just been wandering all over the place. I have so much going on right now. Things i cant even talk about. Things i hope and pray i make it through.
Life is always a test. A test for those who want to make it. Life can easily consume you and turn you into someone to hate and don't want to look at.

I REFUSE TO LET THAT HAPPEN TO ME

It has com to my attention that i lack emotion. I am completely aware of this. It is not true in all cases but it generally is an accurate statement. There is not much a person can say to me to make me upset. Or want to fight. Esp. when it comes to the male species. IT IS NEVER THAT SERIOUS!

I just feel like i have gone through so many other obstacles in my life where the trivial things ......are just that Trivial they do not matter that much.

I find my self giving the Answer "Tru" to many things. I find myself emotionally detached from alot of people. Not because i don't want to get hurt, but cause i do not care enough to invest emotions into you.

I care for family and close friends and cetain people who put a smile to my face. But for every new person i meet i put them in new categories. People are not alll meant to be friends. I keep people at an arms length. I simply....am ALWAYS DOING ME!

Some people might say this is a horrible way to live, but i disagree it works for me.
Any person that can make me care.... or feel true emotion deserves a place in my heart and soul. Otherwise...it is what it is.